謀生論

 
副作用：
   原本應起正面影響的事物，卻引起一定的負面影響。





瑪麗亞凱莉-Side  Effects
(featuring Young Jeezy)

[Young Jeezy Verse]
I was a girl, you was a man　從前我是女孩　你是個男人
I was too young to understand　我當時太年輕什麼都不懂
I was naive, I just believed　是我太傻太年輕
Everything that you told me　你說什麼我都相信

Said you were strong, protecting me　以為是你強壯保護著我
Then I found out that you were weak　結果發現你根本不堪一擊
Keeping me there under your thumb　將我藏在你的溫室裡
Cause you were scared that I'd become much　只因你害怕我變的太強
More than you could handle　超越你所能掌控
Shining like a chandelier　像個水晶吊燈般閃耀
That decorated every room inside this private hell we built　照亮的不過是我倆建造的人間地獄
And I dealt with it like a kid　我就像個孩子忍受著它
I wished I could fly away but instead　我希望可以遠走高飛　但我卻

I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I　藏起我的眼淚　因為我知道如果我
Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my life with you　留下眼淚這輩子注定與你淚眼相對
I finally built up the strength to walk away don't regret it　我終於鼓起勇氣掉頭離開　不怕後悔
But I still live with the side effects　但我仍然生活在這副作用下

Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout the violent times
常在夜裡害怕的醒來　因為夢見那些粗暴的時光
Still a little protective 'bout the people that I let inside　對於後來的伴侶更自我保護
Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life　自我防禦的想著別人如何操縱我的生活
Still a little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the Side effects
內心沮喪時我強裝著笑臉面對這副作用
Side effects　Side effects　Side effects

Vacant inside no one was there　認清沒有人
Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet　是真心誠意的　必須保持冷靜
Once in a while put up a fight　偶爾會有爭吵
It's just too much night after night　日以繼夜　還是有極限　
After a while I would just lie　再這樣下去　我寧可說謊
You were dead wrong said you were right　就算你是錯的徹底　我也順從你
Did what i could just to survive　我做的只是為了生存
Couldn't believe this was my life　無法相信這就是我的生活

Flickering like a candle　像是風中殘燭
Doin' my best to handle　我盡全力抓住一絲生機
Sleepin with the enemy　與敵人共枕
Aware that he was smothering　認清他是令人窒息的
Every last part of me　被剝削最後的自己
So I broke away and finally　逃離牢籠　最後
Found the strength to breathe　找到呼吸的力量

I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I　我藏起我的眼淚　因為我知道如果我
Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my　留下眼淚這輩子將
Life with you I finally built up the strength　與你淚眼相對　我終於鼓起勇氣
To walk away don't regret it　遠走高飛　不怕後悔
But I still live with the side effects　但我仍生活在這副作用下

Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout the violent times
常在夜裡害怕的醒來　因為夢見那些粗暴的夜晚
Still a little protective 'bout the people that I let inside　對於後來的伴侶也更自我保護
Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life　自我防禦的想著別人如何操縱我的生活
Still a little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the Side effects
內心沮喪時我強裝著笑臉面對這副作用
Side effects　Side effects　Side effects 

[Young Jeezy Verse]
Forgive but I can't forget　我可以原諒但無法忘記
Everyday I deal with this　每天我面對的這些
I live with the side effects　我生活在副作用下
But I ain't gon let them get the best of me　但我不會讓它們將我擊到
Forgive but I can't forget　我可以原諒但無法忘記
Everyday I deal with this　每天我面對的這些
I live with the side effects　我生活在副作用下
But I ain't gon let them get the best of me　但我不會讓它們將我擊倒

I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I　我藏起我的眼淚　因為我知道如果我
Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my　流下眼淚　我這輩子將
Life with you I finally built up the strength　與你淚眼相對　終於我鼓起勇氣
To walk away don't regret it　遠走高飛　不怕後悔
But I still live with the side effects　但我仍生活在這副作用下

Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout the violent times
常在夜裡害怕的醒來　因為夢見那些粗暴的夜晚
Still a little protective 'bout the people that I let inside　對於後來的伴侶也更自我保護
Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life　自我防禦的想著別人如何操縱我的生活
Still a little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the Side effects
內心沮喪時我強裝著笑臉面對這副作用
Side effects　Side effects　Side effects




再美好事物都會負載著某些負作用。

完整美好的家庭，黑夜裡的洶湧多少青春被犧牲？
情比金堅的手足，黑暗的心理要多少白晝才能原諒？
最後港口的友誼，不可見人的秘密多少酒精才能喚醒？
難以捉摸的愛情，反覆深陷與執迷要多少眼淚才能清醒？

親情、友情、愛情，美麗底下的傷疤。




在美好的事物上，生活。
在副作用啃噬下，生存。